𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦, 𝘪'𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘩 (years) ♡
Hello. No doubt, it has been a while. Going to 2022 in a few months. It's wild, am actually truly grown-up (?) and I've technically been an 'adult' who is still learning and growing, but now there's something that hits different.
Many of the times I wanted to express here but my patience (drop) IG has been one of my little tiny places to express @oliviaivvv with some random stupid thing
1. I feel more comfortable in my own skin and because of the MCO period, I really learned something about myself
2. I was (and still) living in a so-called hostel. and now 'OUR HOME'.
'𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙤𝙢𝙚' 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙣𝙚𝙭𝙩 𝙛𝙚𝙬 𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙩!
I'm finally a year 3 and a half deep student at college/university. I felt so stagnant and stuck. I could like physically feel all the energy just blocked. And it really got to a point where I was just tired of waiting for things to happen for me. I wanted to do something about it. So instead, I tried to make my own luck. So, I bit the bullet and finally (me as an amateur trader) started a 'trading-journey' with Fion and the girls. Our interests and passion really bloomed at some particular point and I felt like every moment was a chance to achieve what I want. The world = my runway!!!!
: 🎀 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒽 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉. 🎀 :
ps: now, I study hard a.k.a smart to have other options in the future
I rejoined gym (home-workout), volunteering, and learning art therapy skills (zentangle)
I need to make my own luck yet I was in a rut. To sum it up shortly, I just felt like a huge disappointment.
A Lil tangent.
I realized don't compare myself to others. At this stage of my life, many people getting a good job which I'm still struggling with the undergraduate thesis where people having a romantic wedding, getting engaged, buying a new car, buying a new house, flaunting their bodies, and other materialistic things. However, just know that there is absolutely no reason why I should ever be comparing myself to others. Quote from somewhere else 'Comparison can be a good thing, just don't overdo it.'
*my mind is a mess now* Okay, let me have a proper one in the next post! I am lazy. Ciao
