My 2017 was quite a chaos, and I'm quite glad that it's over. NOPE 2018 is gonna be more hectic! Being busy is so awesome, so awesome! I wish i had 48 hours a day. One thing I really regretted not doing was forgetting to list down my 2018 resolutions, so I could actually look back and see what I did and what I did not. Been through Jan and Feb, these 2 months have been fruitful, I'm very bery grateful.
#1
Yes, I'm going to blog very random! As the tittle showed.
I got so much to blog about.
I'm suddenly damn stressed out. I haven't read a good book for such a long time. I want to read. My goal haven't reach my expectation. However, now that the date is drawing closer and closer, I realised how much I actually do not know.
#1.5
About myself.
I want to be everything.
The first ambition i had when i was a kid was to be an interior design, I draw a lot.
Then i wanted to be a volunteer, i told my mum that i want to go Africa and help people.
#2
So am i your shot of caffeine?
Ups and an 'sorry' an apology waited for so long for didn't give me the comfort or closure i thought it would. Instead, it just became words i heard again
It's late.
But all it took was a text message to send my mental state into anxiety, worry, depression all at once.
Constantly, because i thought about him more than he'd ever know.
Sometimes, he makes me laugh until my stomach feels like a star ready to burst.
He makes me feel so warm and sometimes i see myself with him, he still makes me laugh and everything is beautiful.
Like he loves me just because of the attention i give him.
#3
When too hard, they take you by surprise, when you're totally unprepared.
When hurt, because you never imagined that they would happen. Hurt because you never imagined that they could.
Sometimes it keeps you company, sometimes it keeps you lonely,
It makes you high and it makes you drunk on memories.
But if you could go back, would you? Me, no.
Maybe in another universe, I'm easier to love :)
I'm always a little too much for people to handle.
A little too sad or a little too overbearing or maybe even a little too annoying.
I'm always too much.
But i was always too little for the only person i ever really loved and that really screw me up inside. I was never enough.
The bravest thing you could ever do is let someone hurt you and still talk beautiful about them.
' Are you going to sleep soon ? '
' I try '
' But i hope you still love me. '
' I know i'll still love you '
Guarantee
Don't let ' your ' people go.
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